Against all Odds
There will come a time in your life when you will know exactly what you want, and there will come a time when you get it, but then maybe then, you won't be so sure you want it, any more. It wasn't what you expected. You thought it'd be perfect, but you realize you can only control so much, you realize maybe it's not best for you, and then you find that even with all the issues, flaws, and problems it has, you can't let go, you don't want to leave, you find you must stay, and make work, against all odds you try and make it work...even though you know full well, it will never work the way you wish it to, and then you find, even though it brings you pain, sends you running in circles,that you are fighting to win a war impossible to win, even with all the heartache it causes, even though it rips you apart, you stay. You stay because even though your losing, it's your battle, you stay because even though it's sinking, it's your ship, even though it's crashing, it's your plane, and even though it's completely dysfunctional, even though it's utterly irrational, it's your love, so you fight for it , against all odds, all stakes, against everything and everyone you know, you fight for it, you fight for it until there's nothing left to fight for, and then you pick up the pieces, move on and fight some more.
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